To do or not to do…

What has what you do to do with who you are?

In a society where time is money and actions speak louder than words, everything.
How come we value doing more than being? Even more, the being is determined by the doing. If you don’t do anything, you are noone.

When did everyone forget that I am needs no addition in order to be valid and meaningful?
Being doesn’t ask for anything else. You are. Who? What? Where? All of these are side notes. Imagine your Self being stripped away from every activity you engage in. Every social interaction. Your job, your hobbies, your education. Even your five senses. What would be left?

Existence.

You don’t need to do anything in order to be what you are– pure existence.
So don’t worry. You already are what you’re supposed to be.

Doing less creates more time for being more consciously.

Allowing fluidity

Only a while ago, I wrote my post about the importance of daily practice. While I do not necessarily disagree with the analogy I then illustrated, my perception and practice has since changed a bit.
There have been bigger changes going on in my life that made it hard for me to stay in balance and keep up with my routines the way I did during the months prior to these changes. I am now in the process of re-evaluating some of these routines, introducing new ones, implementing some more yogic rituals into my daily life, whether it be ishnaan (a cold shower in the morning) or some changes in nutrition aswell as rebuilding my cognitive focus on topics that are close to my heart.
While I am discovering many new things that enrich my life, I am realizing that sticking to a routine that does not always fit my needs and priorities due to changes in my emotional body and the things I am concerned with, would be like putting up a wall against the changes and not allowing them to flow over me.
I am learning to accept what it means to not be able to follow through with what you thought you knew was right for you. If the circumstances are changing, that means that I am changing, that means that my needs will change aswell and that, as a result, my actions will change in the way that fits the transition.

I had been thinking a lot about wabi sabi lately – an ancient philosophical Japanese concept of perceiving beauty in the incomplete and transient, in short.
There is one particular sentence I heard from a Japanese tea master in a documentary that won’t leave my mind:

“Beyond perfection lies destruction.”

And I am thinking, how touching is this?
How true is this? For only destruction paves the way for recreation. My crisis is my personal rebirth. With my old skins burnt away, I am free to grow further, to rebuild myself, to welcome new patterns and routines and rituals, to allow a new me to happen and evolve out of the chaos.
And the best thing is, I don’t have to force anything. I can just allow myself to flow with the rebuilding process and witness it.
Another quote comes to mind alongside with this thought:

“Don’t force anything. See God opening millions of flowers every day
without forcing the buds.” – Osho

To be clear, I am not quitting my Kundalini Yoga practice by all means. I am just allowing more fluidity, more space for transition and more of my Self to influence my practice.
My priority is now to be true to what I feel like doing, not what I think I should be doing.
Placing the intuitive over the cognitive.
Yes, even if that means I might be not practicing a day or two a week.

 

 

The Guru is in you.

 

 

 

 

One Thing to remember

Sometimes I feel the most comforting thing you can tell someone is the simple truth that, whatever it is that they’re going through…

It will pass.

There’s always a way, even if you can’t imagine in the slightest where life could possibly go from here. There’s no reason to give up on yourself, because the universe never will.
You are taken care of.

 

 

 

Sat Nam.